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Writer's Block: A night unlike any other
What was the best night of your life so far, and what made it so special?

hm, this is a hard one...

but i have to say, one of the best nights of my life was probably in january or february. it was nothing special really. i didnt have something incredibaly fantastic happen to e, didnt have some huge movie moment or anything. i just spent the night with my Tommy. i ate dinner with his family, which i did alot during that that wasn;t neccesarily anything signifigant. but after we just went to his room and listened to music, just sat with each other listening to music. and later we fell asleep together in his bed. i dont know why, but that night it was probably the happiest i've been in a really long time. i was just relaxed, and didn't worry about anything, i was me and i was actually happy. and i gotto spend the entire day with the one person i could be my happiest with...ahaha i probably sound like one of those stupid teenagers right now, but hey whatever. it is what it is, i am a stereotypical teenager who thinks that theyre in love and that it'll last forever hahaha which sucls cause that normally doesnt happen...but a good thing is, i know that this relatinship will last at least a very long time. i didn't just date a guy that i thought was "hot" and cool and someone i just flirtedwith for a month and then suddenly went out with. Tommy was, and is, my best friend. he has been my best friend since i moved here a little more than a year ago. and that is completely different from most high school relationships. i've known him, and known him WELL, for over a year. i didnt just know the stupid flirty side of a guy most girls see before going out with them. i saw almost all sides of him. i saw him when he's "with the guys", i saw his sensitive and understanding side, i saw his angry side, i saw almost everything. and you know what, he also treated me like he did everyone else (at least before we dated) he acted the same when i was with him and the guys, nd when it was just me and him. he doesnt change who he his no matter who he's with. he's one of the guys who calls me beautiful in front of his friends, he tells me how much he loves me in front of them too. one day when he kissed me goodbye, one of our friends walked by and said "awwh how cute" and when i walked away i heard him respond and say "yup, thats why i love her". one day while walking down the hallway with him during school he said, "oh i wrote a page about you today" i asked what for and he responded with " well in english we had to write an essay about something or someone we love. and i wrote about you of course" he had the the silliest expression on his face like as if my question was rediculous and the answer to it was completely obvious. i couldnt stop smiling the entire day because of that.  he is seriously the sweetest guy to me and i don't deserve it. he took care of me when i was completely drunk and probably had alcohal poisoning ( not one of my proudest moments) as i was puking onto the ground, he would rub my back and tell me how much he loved me and helped me home. he physically stops me from smoking weed so i stay out of trouble. he took my lighters from me when he discovered i had intentionaly burnt myself, andhe would constantly check my wrists and reminds me everytime to call him next time i ever felt the way i did again and he will always be there for me. i love this kid so much and without him i probably wouldve been alot worse off then i am now. he keeps me sane, and right now he's the only person i can look to and know he will always be here, he makes me happy...which is something i havent been in a very long time.

i am so sorry for this extremely long rant about that. again i probably sound like one of those stupid sappy teenagers everybody (includung myself) hates. i just love this guy and i felt the need to write this.


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